Wednesday, August 29, 2007


August 18-August 29
When I arrived in Azerbaijan I said everyone should do this. I would no longer make such claims. For instance, it is important for a PCV not to be too much of any one thing. If an individual is too much of any one thing they risk not being able to bend when necessary. In my opinion, PC is all about bending. It's not about life being "fair" to anyone in any place at any time in any sense of the word.

Training is quickly coming to an end and our swearing in as PCV’s looms ever nearer. We’ve had out site visits. We know what our communities look like, we know who we’ll work with, for the most part we know where we’ll live. We know the theories and we know the requirements.

More than ever we are beginning to understand what it means to make this commitment and though we could never know what our experience will be, the probabilities are finally beginning to come into focus.

Next week is our final language proficiency exam. The following week we will be given a total assessment of our commitment and must demonstrate our ability to reasonably take care of ourselves for the next two years. Do we know how to keep ourselves safe from medical and physical danger? Do we know whom to call? Do we know what we can and cannot do? When can we leave site? When can we go on vacation? When can we MOVE OUT?

At the beginning of September we will say goodbye to our host families, our houses and local friends and embark on a journey that will surely change us. Some of us will be alone, some will have PCV’s near by. Some will go north, others will go south. Our training wheels will come off and for the first time we’ll apply the concepts and language skills we’ve spent the last 2 ½ months cultivating.

Yaxşı Yol!

4 comments:

adster said...

Wow Jen, this is it. A hop, skip, and a jump and your service begins. We have been cheering for you all the way, and now comes a milestone for celebration.

I would wish you luck with your exam, but we all know luck is not a factor here. Your dedication, commitment, and, yes, flexibility have carried you far -- and will take you so much farther.

Best wishes and much love,

Adam

Isabelle said...

The big adventure begins soon Jenni.
You are at "another level" already mindwise. You seem very focused as well.
Don't have to tell you to do your best, you are doing it already.
Best wishes for the exam.

We can't physically be with you but we'll follow you nonetheless.
Thanks for these last pictures.

love,
Isabelle :-)

Mom said...

Dear Jenni,

The time is finally here to take the next step. You are ready, I know. Rah, Rah, go Jen!

Love you,
Mom

Michelle said...

Dearest Jenni, you will be fantastic! You have already succeeded and now you are just refining your wonderful skills and talents. I am soooo proud of you and admire your continued enthusiasm, commitment and altruism.

For the friend I have had the longest and that I cherish the most, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!